i'm sorry

has it been easy letting go of someone that somehow had disappointed you?
the answer is .. no
i can smile and laugh and talk , happily. but do i feel that way? sincerely?
the answer is again ... no
so many things had happened before and suddenly , after a few days time are you expecting me to be happy again?
no.
nothing has ever been easy. there was once a hope , i was anticipating for it. but suddenly , in a split second , it wasnt what i wanted. i know , things might not go the way i wanted it to be. but , i wasnt prepared for it to happen. the history to happen. as i know, everyone , most of us , just... couldnt take the fact that it happened again! bad choice .. bad taste...
i am happy right now with what i have and all the friends that care about me. thanks for everything.
i have already decided to move on. without you.
maybe one day , after a few years time , i might talk to you again . but you must be proud about something as you are the first one that left such a huge impact in my life.
it was just the first week.
tried to let go of everything , but u brought it back , my wound was stil ther and i felt the sting again.
do you think that is a nice feeling huh?
i could never believe myself .
being so strong right now . so firm .
probably its because He is with me.
thank you Lord. I love you Lord.
Praise the Lord!
nights!