time

one moment , things were the same as before.

the next second,

i have to face reality.

things are definitely different.
the past is the past. i have to accept the fact that. well , i dont know! i am enjoying myself over here as well. but obviously there are moments i miss what happened before. all the joy and fun.

hey! it's already the past.

easy to say, hard to do. but i am trying and i think i am getting used to the way things are right now.

love .

one word .

means alot.

but.

if you don't know how to intepret it .

then it means nothing.

but now ,
its already over.
nothing left. no history. no more teardrops. no more broken pieces.

another four more weeks. four more weeks! can you imagine how fast that will be?

i dont want time to fly . that fast.
i don't want to see him. maybe i really shouldnt even think of him.
why?

i am just a simple little girl.
so innocent i trusted you.
so innocent.
i cut myself so deep.

why.
love is blind.
indeed.

past is the past.
don't turn back. don't look back.

love yourself , knowing that things are just gonna be how it was, live happily.

i love my family.
i love my friends.
i love my parents.
i love ferliz.

they love me. most.

you know what, i dont even know what am i typing here.
ignore me. =/
i feel so stupid! hahaa
that's just me.

HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL!