i practically hate my life here. there's nothing nice nothing interesting that i can do over here! chinese new year, christmas, new year, all sorts of celebrations, there isnt any difference! all i see everyday is so monotonous. i miss my family, my friends and my dog especially. it is so worthless staying in a place like this.
believe me,
if u are at a place where no one cares about you.
this is how you will feel.
unless, you are strong. unlike me.
i hate being so weak. i hate needing people around me that trully cares about me.
i can do things and want it to be perfect if i really have the urge to.
if i don't , no matter how much you force me, i will still be the same.
i want to be smart.
i feel inferior here.
i feel as if i am nothing!
one small dot that no one can even see!
i just want to go home.
i miss my life back at home. doesn't matter even if i am studying in malaysia. i just want to go home!
you dont have to spend your time reading that as it is nothing really. nothing.
happy chinese new year
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