Family and Friends

i believe this time flying off without anyone else with me is gonna be tough for me. For those who has known me since i was young, should know that i have NEVER ever travelled without my parent . that includes the one and only class trip i had during form 5.

i do know that it will be tough when i am all alone over there. i can imagine me in my room , staying with someone i barely even know. for weeks. then after that i have to move again to another room and get everything settled. i wonder who will be there to help me when i am moving. this is the moment where i will miss my friends that had lend me their hands when i needed one. this is when i miss my parents where they'll nag and nag all over again just to remind me to keep all things into my luggage. this is when i will miss my dog where she will walk all over the places and sniff all my luggage.

i can say that i am feeling more towards sad rather than feeling happy/excited. i am worried and sad. Frankly speaking, i hate that i will be flying off THAT fast. Class will start in 2 weeks time. that , is one thing i am again , worried. will the lecturers speak loudly? will they explain clearly? which class am i suppose to head to after this? where is everything and what is happening? i am afraid i might not be able to cope with things. this is when i will recall what happened when i was in kindergarten till secondary school where my parents will be around with me, guiding me to where i am suppose to be . Whereas during A-levels, i had yun lu with me although we weren't in the same class but at least our class names were next to each other 'PE5 and PE6' .

i got a present from one of my best friend. it was a photo frame filled with pictures that we took - there were 4 of us in a group. we have been close friends since standard 4/5? it was a meaningful present. it doesnt matter if it's cheap. have i ever mention me liking things that i can keep and is meaningful? haha i treasure things like that. and there is one more present which was given me few months ago from another group of close buddies. a 19 =) or 91 or 16 or 61 ... filled with signatures and messages. especially from Ong kerr kay. this girl. haha

time just flies. i will HOPEFULLY post some pictures on. soon =)
lots of love! and take care