pieces of undone posts

'well , things werent that bad actually. it was pretty fun!
i spent the first 4 hours, most of the time sitting in front of the com , day dreaming as i dont have the password and name to log on my com.........'

that was one of the drafts i have been keeping =) it was titled first day of work. and right now its like the third week / fourth . well , i think it was ok. just a lil tired . as tomorrow's my brother's wedding and i have to be in ipoh ... haven got any clothes. and. putting on lots of weight. and. being an aunty , my responsibility to take care of my two nephews, which have grown up alot more compared to last year =) both as adorable as they can be.

everything has been , so confusing. sometimes. but i was glad . and thank God, Warwick allowed me to change my course back to Mathematics and Economics. what to do? i have always been frickled minded. undecisive.

i was suppose to go on a trip to ipoh today.
but becaUse of my braces appointment , which i wasnt suppose to postpone it any longer , i couldnt make it . and again , i lost another opportunity to spend my time with my friends.
sometimes i hate myself.
for hurting myself.
i always do that. dont know why.

anyways , count this as an update? i hope. no pics tho.
next update , hopefully in this month!
take care!