happy happy sad sad =?

trials will be next week. - i am dead
he called ! - pretty happy =)
not prepared for trials - dead
shouldnt confess what i just did - goodness.
i am so confused!!! and i am still online right now.
sighs. i wonder how 'good' am i gonna score this time. =/
i dont want my parents to be disappointed in me.
i dont want myself to be disappointed as well.
but things aren't right.
i want to rest.
i am tired of everything .