let go my dear.. let go..

i know , there must be sacrifices made if you want to make someone happy. although it is not easy, but for everyone's happiness, why not? and.. if theres sadness in you , God will be there . by yourside. you no longer feel empty, frustrated and worried.
why not just let go?? He never ever wants me to be sad. i know.i know He wants me to be happy in His presence.I must have faith in Him as i believe He will give me the best.
i have made up my mind. to Let go. Let everything go. and not think about it anymore.
the more i think, the more i feel frustrated and unhappy.
goodness =)
just... SMILE...
and trust in Him. as He want us to Rest upon him.
i love him . and Him. but i have no other choices but to let go.. eesh. why do i need to repeat so many times of that phrase. haha! stupid me. i want to be happy again. i want to be how i always is. happy-go-lucky.
i no longer want to be lost and confused and frustrated and unhappy. all devils surrounding me. eew!
and one more last thing.
i hate and dislike spreading rumours, making assumptions, talking bad about someone .
alright. thats enough.
feeling much better after reaching home . trying not to think so much right now =) love God love church love parents love siblings love sisters and brothers love Ferliz love myself!!!!